for those afraid of their own becoming
Fear is a natural human state, the primordial response to keep us safe. If we feel danger, we get uncomfortable, cortisol levels rise, the fight or flight response alarms, and the body shuts off energetic access to other systems. In our currently daily life, we aren’t running away from a saber tooth tiger, but instead have our own versions of danger.
Once I hit 30, I decided that I want to help others with some sort of spiritual work. Being in the spiritual closet, I was so scared to post, fearful of judgement and people thinking I am crazy. To this day I still battle with some limiting beliefs, that I am just wasting my time and energy to a society that wants nothing to do with healing or enlightment. My fears, doubts, negative perspectives slip in my day to day thinking, and it was hindering my courage to post spiritual content regardless of any backlash.
It got to a point where the inner pull was too strong, and I couldn’t ignore not sharing what teachings I came across. I started to post about things people were kind of accustomed to, like astrology, to more unbelievable topics like 12 dimensions of consciousness or how dragons are real entities. I started to get comments from strangers, saying theyve witnessed my journey and they feel not so alone in theirs. As my content reaches out to more and more people, I still get the occasional hate comment. I used to fixate on it but I just delete them because I dont want that energy affecting the positive energy of the posts.
This is your reminder that not everyone will resonate with your message: you will always appear “cringey” to someone. But the ones who are receptive to your frequency will respond, and some may even be transformed by your work.
In a world obsessed with labels and separateness, we forget how interconnected we truly are. Even string theory nudges us toward that truth: every thought, emotion, and action ripples outward into the universe.
People who are stuck in lower states of awareness often try to pull you down to their level. When you cross paths with someone on their unresolved timeline, your growth becomes a mirror they don’t want to face. Your success, joy, and self-expression highlight their unhealed insecurities, the things they didn’t cultivate despite having similar time, choices, or opportunities.
You can’t control how others react but you can choose how you move through this life. We are living on borrowed time. Hiding your authentic self isn’t only a disservice to the world; it’s a disservice to your higher self.
Your gifts, passions, quirks, and perceptions are not random: they are the very things that make your existence meaningful. Your uniqueness is impact.
As someone who stayed small throughout my twenties, I want to remind you: share your truth anyway. Let your becoming expand the universe’s expression of itself. In doing so, you give others permission to remember their own light — and maybe even ignite theirs.
